Love you Forever…

I jusy h0pe that n0thing will be happening t0 mii0 frend anym0re.. c0z ii reallie du want her t0 get sad and all these c0z whenever she gets sad alot people will als0 get sad with her and s0 on.. ii kn0w that she reallie Love him al0t i kn0w whats her feeling.. just h0pe that she will get over the thing h0pe that she will be fine.. and she s0metimes sae that she just wanna die and leave the w0rld.. then ii t0ld her " if y0u die what is g0ing t0 happen t0 y0ur frendZ and y0ur loving family members " all of her frendZ really cant aff0rd t0 lose her.. ii really h0pe that she is g0ing t0 fine.. ii really dun want t0 l0se such a nice and best frend c0z wheneva ii really have pr0blems in se0ndary scho0l she was the 0nly 1 beside miie.. just wanna tell her " Hey y0u kn0w what thanks f0r always beside miie wheneva ii needed y0u.. Thanks f0r being mii0 frend..

What is happening to miie this tiime r0und h0w c0me all my results all l0se t0 my best frend?? h0w can this be?? is the answer the same as my frend answer she t0ld miie that her reuls can win miie c0z of her stead which is my g0ddbr0ther… what is this l0rhh then whichever gal has a stead can pass their exams already… haha… if the real pers0n see this bl0g h0pe that he/she will n0rt be angry with miie.. but then i just wanna sae in here that ii just h0pe that the end of year examinati0ns ii wanna win my frend… haha.. ii think if ii l0se t0 her again ii wanna jump t0 death already.. haha.. just j0king nia.. please dun get w0rry f0r miie.. yesh!! haha.. 

I really hate people asking me to shut up and wadever nonsense is that lorhh..haiiz..and what is the nonsense that my bro is giving me everyday after school coz in school already very what already then somemore go home must see his bloody idiot face i really cannot stand him lorhh..haiiz…why must there be holiday i realy hate holiday lorhh cannot see my friends and then sopmemore have to see my brother fuckin face at hom lorhh then must stay at the place where its only a place for me to sleep niia why dun i just forget it and leave the house but even if i leave the house i also cannot do anything at last will still have to go back there..

What the hell did i do to make him so angry what should i do..i really dunno what to do..well it seems like to him everything i do is all wrong and the things he do are all correct..what is this?? although someone told me that he is a present from you..but did you just send him to make me feel bad or what?? well it’s seems like it’s all my fault..i’ve already tell him SORRY already..did you just send him to me just to make me cry or whatever nonsense i just really feel damn bad lorhh..haiiz luckily i’ve got my best friends beside me to support me especially my dear nu er kai ting by my side to comfort me..haiiz STRESS tomorrow exam start already..Here to wish everyone a GOOD LUCK..

Thursdae

26th aril 2007

wahhxx today in school damn stress lorhh the teacher give us so many revision things to do.. then i do until i dunno how to do already.. haiiz..what am i suppose to do..luckily i got him and my very best friend Kai ting beside me to teach me how to do the math lorhh if not i really dunno what to do lorhhx..i almost break down and cry lorhhx because i dun wanna let my friend to let see me crying lorhh..then today the coughing got even worst whenever i wanna talk to my friend i will always cough de lorhhx..god what must i do inorder to cure the coughing and the flu..i think i got virues from my classmate lorhh baecause almost half of my classmate got sick..today a guy didn’t come to school because he is running a high fever why everytime when exams are round the corner already then everyone will always get sick..ehh i realise something this year sec 3 one person in the class sick almost everybody will also get sick lehh..haha..haiiz..just hope that god will heal all my classmate who is sick lorhh then they can all do well in their examinations..then most importantly i myself must put in more effort in studying math , science , EOA , CPA lorhhx because in this subjects some of the parts i really dun understand and then as for the science i just hope that the class will just KEEP QUIET and listen to what the teacher is going to teach the class for the day..then today the Mr Ng our math teacher tell my friend dun always go bully the sec 2s.. then i told him teacher dun bully her already larhhx later she cry i dunno how to seettle the problem for you already horhhxx… haha.. AH!! still got lots 0of English work haven
‘t do yet hae to hand in to the teacher by tomorrow then somemore the paper so thick ask english pro come and help me do he also cannot do finish the paper within 1hr lorhhxx..just hope that everyone will get well soon bahhxx and most importantly his hand just hope that his hand can be heal also god i know you can do this for me heal his hand..oh ya almost forgtton today in the bus
i disturb my friend and his stead haha..opps..

Wednesdae
25th april 2007

24th april 2007

This morning me and my friend went to find her " boy de friend " then she saw a guy then she remember that the guy then she remember what the guy say the guy sae that this is lower sec block , upper sec cannot be here , then we both walk to the parade square ..then the lessons on that day all damn sian de..then after school went to eat lunch with my friend after that we went to the hall because her " boy de friend " is having chinese oral mahh then we both waited outside for them then we saw Mr Ng our math teacher he ask us 1 question he sae that what exactly are we doing with the sec 2s student then we both didn’t answer his question then my friend told me that we are with the sec 2sis very normal what because they are our godbrother what..then after that miex and my friend went to the sec 2s class there then my friend suddenly got angry dunno because of what larhh then i wanted to make her laugh de but then in the end i have to go for tuition lorhh..so sad..and today is also the day that i am having cough and flu..so uncomfortable lorhh..and oh ya just to tell him even if the whole world dies i will still be there for you and i also will love you forever de!!

Tuesdae

24th april 2007